2 days before my birthday wondering whats my next   move in life, getting older was exicted to me when i was a child but being an adult its no fun no more to me, this means more responsiblities, decisions to make and working harder to accomplish my goals. Life seems hard for me right now, i always thought that this time in my life i would have accomplished more than i have. I feel unlucky in each aspect of my life things not going how it suppose to go, but the lord dont give you more than you cant handle, hopefully before my next(25th) birthday things would be different hoping for the best. Thanks to my mom and my big sister for keeping me on track and helping in every way that they can without them being apart of my life who knows where i would be or what i would be doing really love them both. Always remember that anytime you feel that things are bad with you there is always someone out there who has it worst than you.